I’m a little irritated at myself for being irritated. I know, this is counterproductive, but it happens often (well, maybe every few months) and I’m never sure how to handle it. I feel like everything I need to do is annoying and people are annoying and, most of all, I’m annoying. I do so many things to try and counter this feeling, I try to do less, I try to do more, I try to exercise more and I also try to rest more. I try to do more “fun” things, I try to do more “work” things. I try to be grateful for all that I have, and that I’m so lucky to choose to do all the things that drive me crazy. I try to excuse the feeling and I try to scold the feeling. I talk to more people and also, I retreat into myself. And then I get mad at myself for being so unfixable. Hahaha. Mostly I just have to let it pass. I feel like I should not have these moments of irritation because I am so lucky and what the (*#& is there to be irritated about? Literally nothing.
Lexi is a professional bug person – an entomologist (as opposed to an etymologist, or an otolaryngologist). And she brought her bugs to church.
Elka takes Jeremy on walks and tells him where to walk and she led him straight to church where she remembered Sunny, our church admin, giving her a treat last week. She was hoping to get one again today.
Also, Elka and Jeremy got stuck in the rain and called me to come pick them up. Haha, I was laughing telling Jeremy that Elka asked to call an Uber to come pick them up and I was the uber.
