It’s been an emotional weekend for me. I can’t shake the feeling from my last two shifts. And not only that, I’m getting unusually stuck on the national news and some of Edda’s issues, just perseverating on the same crappy thing over and over again in my head. Usually, I’m only a forward anxious person. I get anxious for things that might happen in the future. I’m very rarely a backwards anxious person – I usually get over things that happen in the past, quickly shrugging off bad experiences. But somehow not today. I can’t quite figure out why. I’ve certainly had patients yell at me before and I’ve always have known I would have difficult patients, but this one stuck. Jeremy thinks it’s because he’s leaving on a business trip in the morning for 4 days and certainly that might be it, but it doesn’t mean that I can rationalize myself out of a gloomy mood.
I played two games of Life with my friend Rory. The game of Life has changed a lot over the last time I’ve played it. We made up a lot of new rules. It was fun.
Christine tried to take out Gene’s stitches at Sunday night dinner.
Vince & Jeremy working on physics homework. Projectile motion problems with sin and cosine. Thank goodness for youtube, you can basically find a person doing any problem that you have on youtube!